Showing posts with label pluma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pluma. Show all posts
Requiem
Mingming (>^.^<)
Hindi tumitigil..

Unti-unti pumapatak.. parang walang katapusan
Patuloy na binabasag ang katahimikan sa bawat pagdampi sa sahig
Paghingang animo’y matutuldukan anumang segundo
Hanggang kailan matatapos?
Sambit ng isang pusong ginagapang ng kamatayan
Sasairin ng hiwa ng kahapon ang nilalaman ng pagkatao
Kapalit ng maling pagsuyong tumangay sa katinuan

Hindi na magtatagal
Mapapawi ang lahat ng hapding nangingibabaw sa dibdib
Titigil ang pag-inog ng mundong sinakop ng bangungot at kasakiman
Makakawala na sa alaala ng nakaraang magpa-hanggang ngayon
Hindi lumilisan at lumalakad palayo

Pagpanaw nito,
Itatangan ko ang gunitang ipinitak mo
Tulad ng punyal
na di na aahon sa pagkabaon
binabalot ng dugong puspos ng aking kamalayan at buhay
nakatanim malapit sa lugar

kung saan ka nakakubli
kung saan kita pinatuloy
kung saan pilit kitang itatago
kung saan
nararamdaman kita ng lubos.


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Lover's Death threat
Mingming (>^.^<)
I want to kill time
coz i know im spending too much
in finding the right one

I want to kill hope
coz there's no point of waiting for
someone who's not willing to stay

I want to kill faith
coz you steal it from me since i met you
and now, i can't come back to Him

I want to kill the one who took you away from me
coz she made you believed that I was not good enough for you
she's a bitch, a hypocrite, a culprit.

I want to kill you
..for making me whole again
but then hurting me again much painful than the first time
..for spending time with me
yet you're seeing other girl
..for pushing me to do something out of love
yet you've still taken me for granted
..for telling me i'm your special someone
but you didn't treat me the way you promised me..for denying me in front of crowd
..for the things i sacrificed for the sake of our relationship
..for not sharing your dreams and aspirations
..for loving me less, perhaps not at all
..for killing me inside yet i still live

And if these reasons are still not enough,
then tell me, did i love you less for putting my heart in grave?
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Undying
Mingming (>^.^<)
You are my crest in the sky..
My sanity weakens when you stare at me.
What we have is like a dying star,
Luminating in the midst of darkness
Yet its light keeps us blinded..
The closer to its death, the more beautiful it becomes,
Leaving me so breathless..
helpless..
and lifeless alone.

What sweetness can this heart hold
When my mind magnifies the things that hurt
Nothing between us is "real".
You are..
..my "almost but not really"
..my saving grace for a while
..my eveything but i never had.

Someday, a blazing star will zest the sky,
Outshining the rest across the celestial
Because someone will redeem it for me
Yes, he will..
And you'll wish,
What we had is like an undying star.. my undying crest..


(for the one who celebrates his bday today without me..)
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