Mingming (>^.^<)
"If pain must come, may it come quickly..
Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible.
If he has to make a choice, may he make it now.
Then I will either wait for him or forget him.
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering."


The past few days were much of a period of making the right choice... for myself and as well for him.
I can't even elucidate the confusion inundating in my mind.
How to end up with a right decision without getting hurt so much? without leaving a painful mark for the rest of my life?
I'm trying to walk in the path of morality but my feelings keep my feet running towards him.
I tried to distant myself from him and control my emotions.. But i just couldn't exist now without him by my side.
It this will fail, it will be my biggest tragedy in love. And I don't know if I can stand again afterwards.


God knows I do love him so much..
And whatever might happen, i will never love another man with more than the love he felt from me.