Should i say "finally, this is it!"?
Am i in love? -- "sakto lang!"
It's not that deep but it keeps me inspired for many weeks since then...
"Love is a decision governed by a strong feeling", a friend of mine told me.
I made a choice which I'm not certain if i can stand for it but the feeling is overwhelming and we both know that it's beyond friendship, because it's larger than life.
Here's the catch-- nabibilisan ako sa nangyayari.. One day, i woke up realizing I no longer belonged to the list of single ladies anymore. and ooops! how can I tell the other guys that they lose the ball?
It seems like a whirlwind romance at first glance.
Yet, it's a new chapter of my story i would like to craft with him.
After few days, I started questioning my own decision. But why?
I know in myself that I'm not demanding like other committed girls.
But how will i tell him that his efforts (if there are) are not enough for me to stay in our relationship?
that he's not reaching my expectations?
that i still have apprehensions and fears?
and that i hate this feeling of waiting for something i shouldn't wait for..
Paano ko babawiin? Kasi parang hindi ko na matagalan.. na ganito.
But one thing is for sure... i don't want to lose this one.
Am i in love? -- "sakto lang!"
It's not that deep but it keeps me inspired for many weeks since then...
"Love is a decision governed by a strong feeling", a friend of mine told me.
I made a choice which I'm not certain if i can stand for it but the feeling is overwhelming and we both know that it's beyond friendship, because it's larger than life.
Here's the catch-- nabibilisan ako sa nangyayari.. One day, i woke up realizing I no longer belonged to the list of single ladies anymore. and ooops! how can I tell the other guys that they lose the ball?
It seems like a whirlwind romance at first glance.
Yet, it's a new chapter of my story i would like to craft with him.
After few days, I started questioning my own decision. But why?
I know in myself that I'm not demanding like other committed girls.
But how will i tell him that his efforts (if there are) are not enough for me to stay in our relationship?
that he's not reaching my expectations?
that i still have apprehensions and fears?
and that i hate this feeling of waiting for something i shouldn't wait for..
Paano ko babawiin? Kasi parang hindi ko na matagalan.. na ganito.
But one thing is for sure... i don't want to lose this one.
