Mingming (>^.^<)
I want to kill time
coz i know im spending too much
in finding the right one

I want to kill hope
coz there's no point of waiting for
someone who's not willing to stay

I want to kill faith
coz you steal it from me since i met you
and now, i can't come back to Him

I want to kill the one who took you away from me
coz she made you believed that I was not good enough for you
she's a bitch, a hypocrite, a culprit.

I want to kill you
..for making me whole again
but then hurting me again much painful than the first time
..for spending time with me
yet you're seeing other girl
..for pushing me to do something out of love
yet you've still taken me for granted
..for telling me i'm your special someone
but you didn't treat me the way you promised me..for denying me in front of crowd
..for the things i sacrificed for the sake of our relationship
..for not sharing your dreams and aspirations
..for loving me less, perhaps not at all
..for killing me inside yet i still live

And if these reasons are still not enough,
then tell me, did i love you less for putting my heart in grave?
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