Love doesn’t cease.. with or without perfect goodbye.
Forgive me but I have to spill some lingering thoughts from this troubled mind.
Two years had passed since that day I left a romantic relationship, perhaps I’m not sure if I can call it a relationship due to its vagueness.
Still, I don’t seize the liberty to get into a serious commitment. My door is open but every time someone tries to come in, apprehension and fear of getting hurt blocks the way.
I love the freedom of singlehood. No rules to break, no restrictions to obey, no expectations to meet but no one fills the emptiness inside.
As I was contemplating about my past relationships, I realized that they ended up without closure, like cases unclosed. Maybe a long life awaits me to unveil the reasons and unspoken explanation through time. That’s beneficial in my part!
Closing a relationship that is bound to die down and saying the right words to convey the hackneyed goodbye lines such as "i don't want to end this but..", "we have to this for us to grow.. etc"
Will these lines satiate the thousand questions in one's mind? Is it still necessary for a person to be able to move on? Probably, it is needed so one won’t have to wait for the other. It's the seal of a fading love enveloped by rejection and frustration.
Maybe it’s not, because people have much things to deal with and get worried about than tracing the root of an unsuccessful chemistry. Most likely, it really depends on how much affection and love you invested to that someone who went away. And I’m still uncertain about it.
And to be perfectly honest, I must say that closure is a respect that everyone must receive in this constellation of different relationships called life.
It's the finale of a love story where one can address his heart's epilogue to his/her significant other for the very last time.
Thus, the one who goes out must shut the door of someone's heart closed.
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