Mingming (>^.^<)
I hate Valentine's day.
It just reminds me my little worth as a person.
It just brings back memories that should have been replaced by good ones.
It just measures the worth of a person through flowers and chocolates.
It also reminds me the loneliness and emptiness I've been hiding deep inside.
It just shows how pathetic I am as a person while others who don't even know how to love rejoice.
It eats up the remaining sanity in me.
So, I hope there would be no Valentine's day.
And I pray that it is my last miserable heart's day.
|
Mingming (>^.^<)
If one day I'll die, I will surely miss the upcoming years of laughter and happiness.
But death will save me from the coming days of pain and helplessness.
If one day I'll die, some will surely mourn my passing..
But their grievance won't take forever because soon they will forget my existence.
If one day I'll die, I won't probably see the brightness of the daylight..
But to where I'll go, there will be no day or night.
If one day I'll die, I will miss the chance to see the repentance of those who have insulted me
But I am spared from hearing and seeing them looking down on me.
If one day I'll die, I will stop waiting for the days that he will change..
But he will never know how my heart always yearn for him to see me the way I see him.
If one day I'll die, I wish it will be sudden and quiet..
Because I can no longer bear the excruciating pain of being neglected and unloved.
And I wish that one day..
will be my day of birth to another world..
So I can have the chance to live a new life without wishing that one day I'll die again.
|
